Thursday, July 25, 2013

Capricious Capri

Two years ago, when I named Capri, I chose the name because she reminded me of a little brown goat: nimble, quick, smart, sweet and irresistible.  She is all of that and more: beautiful, mellow, hug-able and trainable.  Darned if she doesn't have a flip-side though.  In fact, she can be downright capricious.  According to the Free Dictionary, the definition of capricious is "Given to sudden and unaccountable changes of mood or behavior."  Synonyms include whimsical, wayward, fickle, freakish and crotchety.  Yup.  Capricious Capri.  Why am I down on our chocolate colored darling?  Because six weeks ago she came down on me.  Hard.  Hard enough to keep me out of the barn for six to eight weeks, and hard enough for me to say "Enough."

More than a year ago, Capri bucked Rick off in the biggest bucking spectacle I had ever seen.  We gave her the benefit of the doubt and figured she must have had some pain.  We gave her a year of pasture rest, with lots of tender loving care.  This spring, she began to show interest in working, so I started the process of restarting her under saddle.  Saddle, bridle, ground-driving, ponying, the works.  All done cheerfully and without a hint of unsoundness.  Our farrier felt like she was almost ready to ride.

Rick loves to go on pack trips with his other horses, and so do a lot of other folks in our area, so we decided to teach Capri to pack.  Packing a horse for a season before riding it can teach it to be willing and tractable, as well as get in it shape and teach it to balance a load.  Generally, when a rider climbs on at the end of a packing season, the horse is relieved to have live weight on board and is ready to get to work.

With our humble goal in mind, Rick and I began the process of training Capri to accept a pack saddle and the myriad collection of assorted straps, buckles and what-nots that are part of the mountain-horse's getup.  A pack saddle really is much, much different than a riding saddle, and we were very pleased and proud when Capri accepted it without so much as a flick of her tail.  She ponied beautifully behind Rick's good saddle horse, and figured out how to go around stacked barrels (make-believe trees) without knocking them down.  The second session started out just as well as the first.  We decided to add hard-sided panniers to the saddle, which Capri accepted with no problem.  Then we decided to add weight to the panniers.  A forty-pound sack of grain was placed inside each pannier, and up they went on Capri.  Still no problem.

We're not strangers to the pack-training process, having taught each of Rick's other horses to pack in the last couple of years.  We know full well that a horse can throw a hissy fit when it first feels those loaded panniers on its sides, and we were prepared for Capri to spin away from us and show us a few tricks.  What we weren't prepared for was for Capri to come forward, into me, in a full-blown bucking, snorting, farting explosion that simply wouldn't quit.

Near-death experiences are nothing new to mustang people, and can provide an exhilarating rush of adrenaline and a powerful sense of immortality.  Heady stuff for a middle-aged gal whose second-most exciting activity in life is shoveling manure.  My previous experiences, however, left me unscathed.  This one didn't.  I am recovering from a broken collarbone, six broken ribs, whiplash and two sprains to my shoulders.  Fortunately, recovering is the operative word and I will be perfectly fine, but I've decided that thumbing my nose at the grave isn't the wisest thing for a mother of four to be doing.

Capri is fine and dandy, out standing in her field, without a care in the world.  I'd prefer not to work with her again, knowing her capricious nature, but perhaps someone else is up for the challenge?  Or perhaps someone has a field for her to be out standing in?  Capri needs a new home, one where she can just be a mustang.  She is good company for other horses, gets along with everyone, doesn't have any special needs and is lovely to look at.  Could you be Capri's special new person?

Thursday, March 7, 2013

48 Inches

They say some people miss entering heaven by 18 inches, that is, the distance from their head to their heart.  Those are the people who can't live on faith alone, and therefore never receive the abundant blessings that God wants to bestow on them.  They die without realizing that if they'd opened their heart to God and let Him show them the way to live, the struggles of daily life wouldn't have seemed insurmountable.  They die without ever knowing how wonderful it feels to let God take the reins and direct their life.

I guess Belle missed heaven by 48 inches, since the distance from a horse's head to her heart is much greater than a human's.  No, Belle isn't dead, but she has moved on, and she never got to experience the great things that I had planned for her.  I'm obviously not God, nor do I have a God complex, but I did have a plan for Belle, a direction for her life, and abundant blessings that I would have loved to have bestowed on her.  She was fed hay and grain, but she never got to graze in a lush green pasture.  She had a clean and dry area to spend her days in, but she never got to roll in the mud or wade in the gentle stream.  She had room to move around, but she never got to gallop across the huge, hilly field.  She had a pony for a friend, but she never got to run with the herd.  Belle had the basics, but she never had the blessings.



Belle had more belief in her own opinion of how life should be than she had for my knowledge of how life could be better.  She was willing to take basic sustenance from me, but never a feast.  She was willing to let me touch her, but just barely.  She would take my kisses, but she shunned my embrace.  She knew I was real, but she didn't have faith in me.  She could see the rainbow, but she didn't hear the promise.

Maybe it was my fault, maybe I tried too hard, or maybe it just wasn't meant to be.  I've had to take some time away from the barn to recover from a medical procedure that I had in January.  While planning for this time off, I contacted the wonderful gals at the BLM office in Oregon and asked if they could find another trainer to take Belle.  I knew that without daily interaction Belle would regress in her progress to become gentle, and I wanted the best for her, so I was hoping that someone would take the challenge and pick up where I left off.  Fortunately, a very experienced trainer in Oregon stepped up to the plate, and transportation was arranged for Belle.

It's been six weeks since Belle left.  Her new trainer describes her as "bold, but wanting to connect."  I hope that means there's a chance that Belle will put her whole heart, body and soul in the hands of her trainer.  I hope it means she'll live the life she was meant to live.  I hope it means that 48 inches isn't an uncrossable chasm.  And I hope she takes the leap of faith.